“so much for my happy ending”
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
November 2010
December 2010
March 2011
April 2011
May 2011
June 2011
July 2011
August 2011
September 2011
Saturday 30 July 2011 || 00:39
love this picture cuz it looks so darn natural.:)
today in summarise was kinda of a sucky day except for afternoon.....
had four test in the morning,physics,chemistry,biology and math!
glad that im able to do chem phy and math but screwed up bio>:(
tsk all because of some bloodclotting questions,just hoping to at least get a b for tht paper and im satisfied!
after school,went to places near clarkequay with uk trip peeps to see our appointed games station,
and its funny how we say a clock as bigben,fullerton hotel as birkingham palace etc.
guess we are all uk-sick:S
and thats a bad thing for me as i would be like.....'i wanna migrate;'( '
whining about the weather and the environment compared to the uk....
argg im love-sick with uk!need time to get over it.
guess i really loved those carefree life there.sighs.
how i wish one day my parents would tell me "hey dear we are going to migrate to us/uk for 2 years !" something like tht,i would be so damn elated wahaha
okay next thing......
have been very stress sometimes during dance,felt so demoralized though i know tht i should not feel that way.
im inspired by famous dancers and really wonder how did they get so up high.
well,maybe their potential?or maybe they put in alotttt of effort.
i hope that i will improve faster and better cause i felt like a loser sometimes.arg;'(
and i extremely love teacher who are patient like clare and michael hehe
sometimes i try to look at the better side,but something will happen and make me fall again.
im so sick of all these.....
also, ive been comparing myself with people who are richer,prettier,dance better,famous and i get very jealous .but after thinking about ppl who are in poverty etc.. makes me realised that im quite lucky.
well,i jolly well know that i have to look at the bright side of things in life and i must thank many of my friends who are always standing by me and encouraging me all the time,without those comforting words i doubt i would be as contented with my life as now.
i know that i must make an effort to make things happen rather than just standing aside thinking that it is impossible when i have not even tried,well maybe i tried but still no progress so i have to work harder.
haha okay enough of these talks,zzzzzzzzz.
im tired now,hope tmrw would be a better day,nights world
ilovebrian!
Monday 25 July 2011 || 20:09
How i spent my Saturday!
.
*screams* Brian puspos and I!
Didnt know i got the chance to take a photo with him,happy max!
But sadly he have flew back to texas :S
.
.
.
Brian and Dele!:)
.
.
.
w.limin and beauniceee:)
Love tht dayyyy!hahhaa
|| 20:08
How i spent my Saturday!
.
*screams* Brian puspos and I!
Didnt know i got the chance to take a photo with him,happy max!
But sadly he have flew back to texas :S
.
.
.
Brian and Dele!:)
.
.
.
w.limin and beauniceee:)
Love tht dayyyy!hahhaa
Saturday 23 July 2011 || 00:21
.
*eating fish n chips*
.
.
say cheese tabatha~:)
im starting to miss united kingdom now,again:(I missed everything about it.
I can say that it was my most memorable trip to other country and it was a blast,gain much knowledge and experience.Hope that i would get a chance to travel all over the world next time,
But the opportunity to travel to other country is to
-earn a lot of money and go there for vacations during eoy
-Be an air stewardess,travelling for free but have to work hahhah!
Well if i had the chance,i dont mind staying at UK for the rest of my life as i love the cooling weather there and the shopping!And of course,the fun and stress-free time at there.:)
.
.
okay back to reality.
Today wasnt a really fantastic day and had many lectures from teacher to my class:/
Even the vice principal came to my class to talk to us.
Its really scary when you see a teacher being so disappointed in your class.
And worse of all its kind of a misunderstanding....thanks to my physics teacher.
Im really vexed and confused at tht point of time and even broke down,some others too.
The situation was really fearful.
Call me weak but yes i must admit that im emotional at times and i cry easily
but for reasons...and i do hold back everytime ok!:/
And i really hate to let people see me cry cuz they would be wondering why i cried and ask me what happen .
Thats why i rather choose to cry at places where i can cool down yet being alone or maybe one friend to accompany me:)
Dance today was fine and it somehow made my day.:)
Hope tomorrow dance would be easier :S
nights for now,have to wake up early in the morning to make up for the math lesson that my class have missed today! xoxo
true.
Friday 22 July 2011 || 23:42
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
Sunday 17 July 2011 || 00:40
Suddenly reminisce the happy,shy,yet fun times i spent with you
Chatting away crappy stuffs and theres like plenty of things to talk to you about!
But things change over time,but still,
Thanks for all the memories that you had given me!~
Last long and stay happy!:)
|| 00:25
Went to B.O.T.Y today and luminiq crew won,it was a pity tht bakau/kyensai crew didnt went in but still,well done!!:) :D :>
Saw a Bgirl from korea and she is awesomeee,doubt even if i tried bgirl i would never be like her!
Shes so strong and specific in her steps,*admires*
its so graceful,so natural
Friday 15 July 2011 || 23:45
Watched "Ballet under the stars" today at fortcanning by Singapore Dance Theatre.
It was really an amazing choreography of ballet dancing and it was better than i expected!
This time,it really proved that Singapore do have quite a lot of talented people.
Their techniques were excellent and they were very very synchronise.
And compared this to our SYF ,i really can spot the BIG difference.
They are really specific in pointing their toes etcetc.really admired them!
Also,fell at the stairs today at school's staircase.Its kinda bad and thanks tab for accompanying me to the sick bay!Hope it gets well soon!
xooxox
Sunday 10 July 2011 || 00:35
if you choose to believe it.
let the wrong ones go.
Wednesday 6 July 2011 || 19:40
Hello peeeeeeeeepo x)
yes its me again and ive been really busy these few days,rather,Lazy :x
Ive been suffering from muscle ache since Saturday...4days and it still hurts.
Plus theres dance today and i stretched my muscle again,owell,hope it doesnt get worse.
Am appling ointment on it daily to wish a speedy recovery for it!*pray*
looking forward to friday cuz i can skip school for dance rehearsel muahaha,jealous?:P
I bet you all do,too bad for ya!haha but its only one day so.....not much diff.
Plus i would miss out what teacher teach,so its somehow a happy-sad situation x(
And one more thing,i hate people who judge me when they dont know me,dont you find it very stupid when they dont even know what is actually going on?!haha irony isnt it -_-
Had a nice chat with xy and he is so damn true about life,thanks to him
im feeling much better now,:) I know myself better than others do and i will treat it as dog barking hahahha.
byeeeeee.xoxo
T.G.I.F
Friday 1 July 2011 || 19:11
Ive always been looking forward to friday and goes '>:( 'when sunday is over.
I guess everyone do too that is why T.G.I.F is created.
One thing about friday is 'offday' for us student ,well for me,its dance day!
Dance at school and dance at danz people at night!
And yes dance is one of my obsession,without it,i think i'll go mental.
Its my passion and something i target to improve on,I've always thought that its very hard to improve but time proved me wrong.Its something that made me run away from the problems,
But of course there must be some time management!Dance hard but study hard too.
While I dance I cannot judge, I cannot hate, I cannot separate myself from life. I can only be joyful and whole. That is why I dance and i believe almost all dancers do so:)
Dance meeting today and theres no cheo:'( gonna train on technique on wednesday and only having cheorography on friday.
And some suprising news during my hols,im in CHINESE BAND 1
can you believe that?my chinese is like cmi all the way(now still)
But my current chinese teacher is piling me with MANY chinese hw and i spent most of my hw time on chinese....But i must admit she's good.hope i would get A in o levels,though is might be hard :x
ah,gtg alr byeeee.xoxo
